birthday to remember

Last Friday was my birthday, and Robert promised me a birthday to remember, 15 of us went out to the Long horn for dinner for those of you that don't know what long horn is it like a out back but very expensive any way we have our appetizers and dinner and out comes the birthday cake with them singing happy birthday to me and my friend Ashley(we share a birthday) were all eating cake when i notice Robert standing behind me i look at him and wonder what the heck are you standing behind me for he looks at me and i could tell he was nervous and he says "we have been together for almost tree years now i know we have had our ups and downs but would you please do me the honor of marring me" and hands me a gorgeous ring. i didn't know what to say i was holding back the tears as i said yes i will he gives me a kiss and puts it on my finger let me tell you it was a birthday to remember!!!!!! by the way for those of you that do read this our wedding will be October 31 2008

hectic week

life is hectic when trying to put together a weddng . i should have enough money the begining of the month to rent the hall and get my invitaions im hopeing. last night i bought my wedding dress and i must say it is stunning now i have to buy a couple other things to go with it so i shall see what happens. did you know when trying on dresses in formal wear you have to add two sizes to your body thats crazy.

on another note tomarrow is my birthday ive been told by Robert its gonna be a night to remember we shall see i mean its only like im getting another year older and closer to my dimise but he must have something up his sleave

im working with amanda all summer on reading writing and math so during the summer she doesnt forget all she learned in school i want her to do welll when it comes to first grade so im hopeing im am doing the write thing

dont feel like typing but heres some new pics

gotta love martinsburg hospitials

Last night was a fun night. I was rescue squadded to the hospital with a 103.6 fever, get the the hospital and they put me in the waiting room for 3 hours with the ambulance crew, then finally put me in a wheel chair, and i sit there for yet another hour. Finally get to the back covered in sweat and shaking cause i think its cold. They run there battery of tests to come back with the diagnoses, strep throat. Just my luck . cant kiss the kids i should not even be near them but that's a little hard since Robert and my room mate work and I'm the one home alone with both kids cant ask Robert to call off work he did that yesterday ill keep you all that read this with how I'm doing but the kids just woke up and i have to go deal with them.

sounds like a repeat

So i guess its kinda hard to say this since i don't know if any one even reads this but here i go i quit my job. lol i know it sounds like a repeat of my brothers blog a couple days ago. my boss decided that if i didn't work five days a week open to close i didn't deserve a raise now that was not my problem my problem is this i have worked there for 3 years almost another girl who has only worked there for a year makes more money than i do she sets her own schedule and doesn't have kids at home to worry about with summer coming up i was unwilling to spend my summer breaking my back for this man and not seeing my kids i have missed out on Kimmy's and Amanda's life so much cause last year i was putting so many hours in. plus with Robert trying to get management i could not screw up him schedule so basically i was going to be working only to pay a baby sitter and well I'm not willing to do that i figured when he realizes he cant do that to some one since i have put my blood sweat and tears into that place and made his business rise he will see that he does need me cause i don't know of any one who will put up with the crap i had t put up with for the chump change that i was getting.

so this summer im putting my focus in on the kids going to play at the park going swimming and doing things with my girls im not letting this get the best of me my kids come first from now on and i see the errors of my ways